We are all so sad to hear that Ariel's mom died this past week. She was a fantastic lady who loved her family so much! Our hearts grieve with Ariel and Aaron as they deal with this great loss! Please keep them in your prayers and give them a big hug when you see them!
Sorry that we couldn't have Ground Zero this week! I had to attend one of my favorite Aunt's funeral up in Michigan. We will be on as usual next week, but Ground Zero will be delayed after that until March 10th. More on that later!
Don't forget to bring in your camp deposit if you haven't! I am looking forward to seeing you all next Tuesday.
Thank you for being there for me, Mrs. Tracy. Honestly, if it weren't for you and Ground Zero, I don't know what my view of God would be right now. I have my days still that I get angry with him. But it hasn't gotten to the point where I don't believe. I'm truely blessed to have you and people like Lacy and Sam in my life. People who care. It gives me a security to know I can count on you all if I need someone to lean on. And I know I definitely can whenever I need you guys. You're always there. Thank you so much.
ReplyDeleteI miss my mother so much. And not a lot of people understand what this feels like. Especially to lose your mother who also was your best friend. I feel so lost without her sometimes. I need her. And that scares me... A lot. Sometimes I find myself cursing at God so bad I think he should give me the worst punishment ever. But I know that's okay. He still loves me and he knows I'm going to be angry and upset. I find myself shooting anger straight at Him, but then turning around and wanting His Love.
I guess that's just a part of pain and death and having God in your life. It's going to hurt, but he's there. Always. Right?